You’re just trying to recreate something you once knew
Feelings that someone had for you
I’m sorry but you’re not going to find them here
Don’t ask me what i’m not about to say
You won’t get a response at all
It’s not your fault

Do you know how much it pains me
Can you comprehend this hurt it brings
Will you ever know how much it meant
All I ever wanted was a little bit of happiness
But now that dream is gone
And in it’s place is menace, malice

Hatred makes my blood flow black
My dead corpse lies rotting on the floor
In the ground
It’s not your fault
All I ever wanted was a little bit of joy
But all I get is pain

Pain for not knowing love
Pain for throwing it away
Pain for being alive
Pain for feeling something i should never have felt
Pain for the sake of pain
Pain for letting anything mean something