closertohalo9 - version 11
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"Loneliness"

Once more this great hurt
The deepest pain I've felt for a long time
The hurt that rejection brings
"I don't need you to love me, I've got someone else"

I cut my fucking heart out for you
And served it up so you could taste what love was
You just pushed it to the side
Threw it in the bin with the other trash

It seems that anyone can love you these days
And most people do
It's like another passing trend
Everyone gets over it when it's not cool anymore

You said that was all you ever wanted
For someone to love you
To have someone to love back
But you don't do you

The thought of people feeling for you
Wanting to get close to you
It disgusts you doesn't it
You're just someone else who thinks they're lonely

Ha!  If you only knew what loneliness was
Loneliness isn't not having a boyfriend
It's not a lack of party going friends
I could have any of those people and still be lonely

Loneliness is not having someone to turn to
Loneliness is not having someone to comfort you
Loneliness is...
Loneliness is what I feel every fucking day

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