I'm stuck somewhere between the two
I don't have much but I know I should
Or do I have more than I thought I did
And should I have it anyway

Who decided to make this mine
And what was there intent
Was it to make me feel again
Or are they numbing my senses with love

Did the way I was have anything to do with it
Should I feel the sweet touch of the past on my face
As it gently caresses my lips
With it's razor sharp words

Hatred
Love
Nothingness
I return to the happiness I know
I return to everything I am today
I turn to what I am tomorrow