The smile is faded and the colour is gone from these cheeks
I have no reason for happiness so forget it
You can't bring me joy, no-one has for weeks
Don't try to get close to me you'll regret it

Why did I think I was good enough to deserve
Emotions of positivity, they're just not for me
To this depression I'll soullessly serve
Keep me enslaved I detest being free

Why the fuck can't I just feel something
Anything at all
Why the fuck do you stop me from jumping
I want to fall

Won't you just get out of my life, let me die
I want to be upset and made to feel sad
It's not like you love me, it's not like you'll cry
I always meant nothing through good times and bad